The thing is that I cannot live without the input of roleplay into my sex life. I have been working as a role play specialist at London escorts for some time now, and I love it. There are a few other girls at London escorts who do what I do, but in general I am the most popular role play girl at our escorts service.
I got into role play when I did some porn acting in the US. At the time I felt that I wanted a break from London escorts, so I left my London escorts and moved over to the US for a little while. At the time, there was still plenty of work available in the US porn industry. Because of my British accent, I was often cast in dominant roles and eventually this turned into role play. When I eventually returned to the London escorts, I was really hooked on role play.
Now role play and domination have come to dominate my life. It is a really important part of my work at London escorts, and in my private life I do not seem to be able to let go of it. My husband wants me to see a sex Councillor but the truth is that I get a kick out of both role play and domination. My dates at London escorts do not seem to have a problem with it, and I am not sure what is going on with my husband – he used to love it when I dominated him. Now he says it is too much for him.
There are times when I think that I would like to go back to being a porn star. Working for London escorts is great but I did get a real kick out of being a porn star. In the US, it is a bit like being a proper actress and they have premiers for some films and stuff like that. Yes, I do well at London escorts but there is a small voice in my head telling me to head out back to Los Angeles again. But that would mean the end of marriage.
My husband does not mind me working for London escorts, but he does not want me to be a porn star again. First of all he has a really good job here in London and does not want to give that up. I would love him to come out with me to Los Angeles for a year. He would probably love the lifestyle, and property in the US is so much cheaper than here in the UK. I would happily live in the US full time, but I am not so sure that he would fancy that. We have been on holiday to Los Angeles, and he said that he felt lost in the city. In many ways that is exactly what I like about Los Angeles.